Saturday, May 31, 2003

dear diary, i just got back from a movie with my gd fren, yes, the movie was bruce almighty and yes, the show was nice, funny and touching to me. hmmm, touched a certain part of me to wonder if theres god, i do believe theres god, but not to the extend of thinking that he would be there for me and stuff lidat. well, i guess if prayers of my past were heard and answered, i would let Him take me under his wing, but it didnt happen. it was touching when he said that he wanted grace to be happy, i tot it was a rather nice thing to do, but alas movies are still movies. if only, heh.

few daes ago got to play soccer again, soccer makes me feel alive. it wakes me up til i start to forget that my knees are bleedin, my lungs are burstin, my muscles are achin or my throat is dryin, but still i think i still got a long way to go. hope to improve though.

rather tired now though, eyes especially, the threate screen was a little bright lo. hmmm, but the movie was just superb, haha, sorry, but i just cant stop praising. was a little lucky though, my fren had the foresight to book the tixs online. when we were there at 7, the que was already crazily long. phew.

anyway, i was made the song ic of the squad, haha. have to lead the squad in singin, but my voice cannot make it lo. see how la, take a step at one time. nth really interesting this week though. oh ya, todae was my first frame, shooting i mean. we got to shoot 35 bullets each, it was great lo. i got 55/70. a little way from my expection, but wat to do, its my first time, i think i can do better next time.

diary, i'm stuck to this song by usher, u make me wanna. its so great.

so long, dear diary, till the next time. u ask my readers to take care ya, and if it helps in any way, may god bless ur souls.

=o) \/ peace out


gilbert at 7:49 AM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}